Hey guys! This is the wild and elusive Cheyenne (or better known as Ayasin) talking. This is really just going to be a journal explaining things, mostly about my lack of interaction with the dA community and the lack of decent art. I hope any watchers I have left read this! :]

Alright, to start off, I'm going to explain the lack of (good) drawings. You know how you hate doing chores for your parents because they.. well.. suck? Yeah, that's how art felt for me. I really hated drawing for the longest time. I could kind of sketch things once in a while, but I usually ended up hating what I had drawn. It just wasn't fun; it felt like a chore, and no one wants to do chores. Finally, I did get back into a more artsy stage, and started to draw again. Unfortunately, everything I drew was crap. I tried and tried, but just couldn't produce something nice. It was frustrating.

That leads to my second point; I practically left dA a couple months back. Not because of drama or anything, just because I didn't have the will to draw. I never looked at art, I never faved anything, and all of my eFriends had.. just, kind of drifted off. When I did come back, I posted a piece of art. Not one fave or comment; it left me disheartened, thinking everyone had just.. left. So, I left again. I'm finally back, drawing more and actually enjoying it!

With that, I really hope I can start getting friends and watchers back; not because I want popularity, but I'm on an art site to share my art! I'm going to go through and clear out my watch list, only watching people and groups that I want to watch. I'm not going to bother looking at art I don't want to! I'm going to draw more and maybe I'll join some groups and submit art there, maybe compete in some contests or something.

Also, as anyone who has looked at my art has noticed, my style has changed, and I'm also drawing more humans. I'll try to branch off into more places than humans though. I feel as if I've just forgotten dragons completely. I haven't, and I'm actually working on redoing some pictures from my oldold account (~DragonFlame-023). I also hope to do more things than even just dragons and humans. Sharks (bitches love sharks), spiders(!), birds, cats (ogod), and other types of mythical creatures.

I'm done being an immature bitch that really doesn't care about her watchers or eFriends. I want to be helpful and friendly to all!

(I'm also going to be going through my current gallery and putting decent descriptions in. Hopefully that will make me feel as if I give a damn about my art [which I do!]).



      C. Stegeman
           Ayasin